I’ve put aside this blog for a few months because, to be honest, I had nothing to say.
I felt a little overwhelmed, a little insecure and well, I was totally flailing. I hadn’t heard much from God and really, I wasn’t listening. I was too busy. Too tired. Too undone.
Plus, there has been so much noise. Unfiltered sounding gongs. I honestly haven’t wanted to contribute to the noise. I haven’t wanted to use my voice or words and I fell into believing the lie that more words were useless and they didn’t matter. Who wants to hear about my little struggles or lessons or motherhood fails or desires? The world has been on fire in every aspect and so what difference does my life make in any of these things.
And so I have been quiet.